Disturbances in the night...

As I write this, it is 3:23 am.  I woke up as I have done several times in the last few years because my mind would not turn off.  In my entire life being so bothered by something that I couldn't sleep happened only a few times from childhood til by early 30's.  It seems to be happening every few months now.  Tonight it was church - our little bitty, podunk nowhere church.  It has turned into the "let's put plastic over furniture" kind of place.  That's not going to cut it.  I grew up in that church and left it because it seemed dead to me by the time I got old enough to know and care about these kinds of things.   If I'm going to raise my own kids there, it's going to have to come back to life.  Lord and Giver of life, breathe life once more into this place.